So, here I am, right here, right now.  I know I want to only move forward, to not focus on tomorrow (that never comes) or on yesterday (nothing can be done about the past) but which way do I go?  Vowing to only move forward has left me with so many options, yet, I know there is only one that is my purpose.  There are no labels, no one telling me what to think, this is all ME!

Shedding the old blueprint of co-dependency, I am not at liberty to consider the opinions of others, because their opinions do not count.  Wow!  Did I just say that?  In print?  I have come a long way!  Bigger, yet, is another transformation that has become very clear to me after writing these few sentences.  The co-dependency locked me in a world lacking imagination.  It was a world seemingly well organized, well, at least there were check lists that drove me.  But no passion, thus, no drive!  Another choice….might this be part of the direction I should follow?

This Master Key course has caused me to make some amazing adjustments to my programming.  What I always thought was  a choice between intellect and emotion, is, in fact, a beautiful medley of the two.   It is a lesson long in coming but its about using a compass not a clock, right?

Time to bid farewell to that old self and get really excited about what is going to be.  Time to BE.  In reviewing Haanel, I was very moved by 13:23.

Thought is a spiritual activity and is therefore creative, but make no mistake, thought will create nothing unless it is consciously, systematically, and constructively directed; and herein is the difference between idle thinking, which is simply a dissipation of effort, and constructive thinking, which means practically unlimited achievement.

Holy Cow!!!  If I want to live my dharma, MY blueprint, I have to let go, completely, of the old.  There is nothing remotely worth salvaging.  I am not going to worry about lost time or any ‘if onlys’.  I have to move forward and rather than stop to figure out which direction forward, I trust that will be made clear as I continue to infuse my future with love and enthusiasm.

I am grateful for the lessons learned.  I am grateful for the experience. Time to move forward without strings attached….

About the author 


I am a veteran home educator, mother of 3, grandmother of one, who loves Living Life to the fullest and encouraging other mature individuals, like myself, to do the same – through Love, positivity, and self-directed thinking. A decade ago, I made the decision to live my life according to my own terms. Of course, my terms are not your terms. That’s the beauty of this journey! There is so much to discover! Journey with me!

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