Week 17HJ – Directions?
So, here I am, right here, right now. I know I want to only move forward, to not focus on tomorrow (that never comes) or on yesterday (nothing can be done about the past) but which way do I go? Vowing to only move forward has left me with so many options, yet, I know there is only one that is my purpose. There are no labels, no one telling me what to think, this is all ME!
Shedding the old blueprint of co-dependency, I am not at liberty to consider the opinions of others, because their opinions do not count. Wow! Did I just say that? In print? I have come a long way! Bigger, yet, is another transformation that has become very clear to me after writing these few sentences. The co-dependency locked me in a world lacking imagination. It was a world seemingly well organized, well, at least there were check lists that drove me. But no passion, thus, no drive! Another choice….might this be part of the direction I should follow?
This Master Key course has caused me to make some amazing adjustments to my programming. What I always thought was a choice between intellect and emotion, is, in fact, a beautiful medley of the two. It is a lesson long in coming but its about using a compass not a clock, right?
Time to bid farewell to that old self and get really excited about what is going to be. Time to BE. In reviewing Haanel, I was very moved by 13:23.
Thought is a spiritual activity and is therefore creative, but make no mistake, thought will create nothing unless it is consciously, systematically, and constructively directed; and herein is the difference between idle thinking, which is simply a dissipation of effort, and constructive thinking, which means practically unlimited achievement.
Holy Cow!!! If I want to live my dharma, MY blueprint, I have to let go, completely, of the old. There is nothing remotely worth salvaging. I am not going to worry about lost time or any ‘if onlys’. I have to move forward and rather than stop to figure out which direction forward, I trust that will be made clear as I continue to infuse my future with love and enthusiasm.
I am grateful for the lessons learned. I am grateful for the experience. Time to move forward without strings attached….